Confusion Illusion, You're blocking my sun

I went bowling last night and had a FANTASTIC TIME. It was like I was on a such a high having so much fun. So surreal like the fourth dimension was non existent. I usually draw myself back and shy away in big social scenes where I have to meet new people, but last night was different. I felt like a little butterfly. Alright, so I attribute some of it to the caramel macchiato I drank before going, but mostly, I feel it's because I was around my brothers and sisters. It's been so long since I have felt their company and encouragement. With my brothers and sisters, I know I have found THE REAL, THE TRUTH. Best feeling ever to have people who know THE REAL, THE TRUTH.

Afterwards, I stepped back to look at the bigger picture. I had a moment of confusion illusion. I found myself in an entanglement. For some reason, I felt like I needed to find the answer right away. I needed to know what was going to happen and what I needed to do. After a few hours of weighing pros and cons, making t-charts and venn diagrams, I realized I was wasting my time. Why did I need to know right away? I forgot I have to let go and let flow. Free my mind and experience life. Live your life slowed down. Enjoy the present you're given.

Then I had a CJAM night. A night of tired, fun. No sleep. Just foolishness. It was great. Jimmy can do 10 push ups with Christine standing on his back. Crazy, right?

If you walk with your soul and breathe in, you will win.